when i’m in college, i’m going to be the weight i want to be. i’m going to have long hair, probably hair extensions, long, wavier hair. not this boring hair i’m dealing with now. my boobs will be smaller, hopefully. i’m going to be naturally beautiful, effortlessly pretty like the wispy girls on the subway. i’m going to maybe let my bangs cover my whole forehead, but it’ll look better than the shield because my hair will be wavy. i’m going to throw out all the clothes that are just wasting space in my room, and buy new clothes so i look cute every single day. i’ll never dress like a bum when i’m going out in public, only when i’m with people who don’t care. i will be thinner and my legs will be nicer and i’ll embrace my paleness. i won’t cake on makeup like the rest of you, i’ll try to stay real like i want to be. i’ll paint my nails every night and write stories when i feel like it. i want to feel like the motherfucking queen of new york city.

i’ll make my eyebrows nicer and fix up my teeth so i’m not afraid to laugh anymore. i will make lots more new friends and stay in touch with my high school friends as well. i’ll know every subway route by heart and buy little presents for my boy and my friends just because i feel like it. i’ll go to shows for bands i’ve never heard of and talk to old men and kiss the skyline goodnight. my life’s going to be the way i always dreamed it’d be, and that’s a promise, motherfucker.

#bitch please  
2 years ago on March 19, 2010 at 02:15am